the healer

is the dealer. my melody. dimlite.

i got it. music is tha shit. again and again. while exercising on the naked floor. or while staring at shoes in the metro. music is that. is what? is what you want it to be.

fills ears, protects from outside, makes smile appear suddenly.

the worm in the metro and the nike sneakers. mirrory glass windows and tubes outside the tube. the coincidence with the lady asking for the same directions.

the waiting and dancing and not being afraid of waiting. coz of music in ears playing.

the say hello. lady guide wearing purple, same as my cowboy boots downstairs.

lila again, leipzig lipscani story of people coming from different parts of the country to sell quality stuff in the middle of bucharest.

art nouveau and flowers.

records label, old one.

banana coffee with too much liquor in it. cannot drink that, i take cream and sugar please, for my espresso.

she talks and talks. about families, mos flo, mayor, making scenes just to get attention from people. people are afraid of eating pizza alone. afraid to ride the metrotube.

automatic pilots on airfrance and courageous romanian riding the turbulence putane out of it.

she is a guide, u know! she knows how to deal people.

brings me an album, tonitza paintings. wannabe be tonitza me? yes, i wanna spicegirl wannabe. coz i got the pink eye.

time is too short for us. we get lost in words. we separate. she has same disease as mother. eats healthy and has sick mother at home. she is special lady. thank you, special lady. she went to the museum after i left her. has beautiful smile. asked what music am i listening to? i said : strange music.

but didn't show her what. exactly.

i wish i did.

would find it strange, indeed. what are we, machines or what?

identity card lady photobooth told me that she wants to see my eyebrows for picture. i looked in the mirror. and i did it. always afraid not to blink when flash flashes.

father shout at. market man, apple seller, you don't have a boyfriend! how do you know? he didn;t answer. i took 5 apples. gonna eat the 1st one right bout after finishing here.

ionatan!

exercise brain, exercise social skills with currant beer. sweetnsour. making conversation why?!

home. at last.

ache my back. something's burning.

snow or no snow on saturday?

tomorrow, there is none!

dim it